Monday, July 27, 2026.

Hewo hewo my darlings, =3= guuh,, today has been a lil overwhelming for Ashley,,

Mei-Mei is beginning to get more and more angsty because of her lack of walks aswell to her having to wear at all times that cone that stops her from scratching herself which i figure must be very uncomfy ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀). Oh, its not like i didn't take her to a walk cus i didn't want to or anything like that (although i do admit that im begining to slack off and im relying more and more on my mom to take her on a walk on my place (ㅎᴗㅎ )...), though but because the previous days she was barely able to stand up due to the medication and cus she didn't recover enough from her surgery, and although my mom has been taking her through today to the part while she chills on the same cart we used to pick her up from her operation (so that she doesn't need to walk and all of that), she has still been feeling pretty antsy, (ㆆࡇㆆ") which is only normal to expact from a dog ofc (and even more so with how much that silly girl runs and runs and runs and never gets tired! (°〇°)).
So,, as a result to her lack of movement, she has been barking here and there through aaaaaall of today XoX, and that has admittedly also been getting a lil on my nerves aswell (,; ⩌ ;,).
Don't take me wrong i absolutely love Mei-Mei, she's my super duper best friend in the world, i have lots of super duper fun with her when i run arround the house and we play together, thoughhh, since i work at home remotely, me who easily loses the focus over the tiniest contenious source of noise, i do get easily in a bad mood when i can't get to follow my dutty („• ֊ •„)੭.. Ohh, but it gets worse from here for Mei-Mei,, today we were expecting to be able to take off the stupid cone from her head and so that all of her habits would return to normal,, but as it turns out, after being checked regarding the progress of her recovery from the surgery, she will need to wear it one more week!!! (੭ ;´ ⌂ `;)੭♡ SO UNFAIR!!! ONE MORE WEEK??? what a bi-,, (continues hearing Mei-Mei barking as writting this),, big bummer.

Oh, oh, oh, but there are some good news to share in spite of everything!! First of all, i'm gunna go star gazing in about a week or so for the first time in years!! (✪▽✪).
I don't happen to be a girl that travels a lot or even for that matter that goes outside from her home quite often, but i have been growing curiosity for watching and remembering how does the nightsky look like with the exposure of less light pollution,, if i look at the sky right now not a single star can be seen! those blinking lights defenitely look like satellites (╭ರ_•́). I wanna remember how was it like to look at a (close to) pitch black sky!! And ill ofcourse bring in Mei-Mei with me so that she runs a lil in a big area and i lay on the grass listenning to music. (And take a photo of the nightsky for the occasion to make up for a baddass blog entry (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧). Stay tunned to hear all about my astral trip! Iduno exactly when will it be but i plan for it to be as close as possible to next weekend ^^.

Oh oh, and as for the second good news, that would be you my darlings! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡, Ashley herself has starved of company for quite a long long time, more specifically ever since i broke up with my partner (๑•́ -•̀), it certainly hasn't been easy to live with a hole in my heart that has grown even larger with the added absence of my friends, who i've been seeing and hanging out for 3 years until 2 months ago,, when we stopped seeing eachother regularly after comitting a mistake that i still deeply regret down to the core up to this day..

Well,, its not like if i couldn't keep haging out with them,, they aren't angry enough at me to keep me out of the group,, rather i am so regretful about it that i can't forgive myself about it even if everyone has because i wish to give them the security and relief of my absence,, i don't want to hurt anybody ever again..
But! In the bright side i moved on thanks to the development and effort i've placed into Spotties, and I've been getting lots of rando positive messages through the chatroom and the comment section of spotties, which makes Ashley super duper happy! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ there's nothing better to me than greeting so many kind and sweet people from all across the world, each with their distinct talents and ambitions :D, like i said plenty of times, even as childish and as futile as it might be, i do want to make out of this world a more hospitable for everyone, even if this isn't the most effective way to acchive it, its within what my capabilities can allow me to do.

Dear reader, thanks a super-duper lot for sticking to the end ^^, you are invited to step into my chatroom at any time you want, i will ofc not always be available but i do check the chatroom pretty often and i tend to respond to past message, so do step in if you want some companionship or if you just want to leave a comment or get something out of your chest (๑•᎑•๑), until next time!

❤︎ Ashley.